Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Heart skipped a beat

Read that a gal i like (tomato) have bf liao, and felt stunned...though i've never met her b4, but i still have this strange feeling....a mixture of anger, sadness, disappointement, etc...rojak like that, haha..sigh...

maybe i dont like the fact that i'm just a normal human being subjected to emotions, or maybe i cant get over her, and the fact that she's not into me, while i still hang on to some hopes, hah...
i need to meditate on this...why i still like her, what do i like about her, etc...

and senior's back a week, but no calls from her yet....yet if i tell her all this, she will say i'm childish, so, better not bother her....so, i opted to put it down here....

hope my mind can clear soon, hehe...

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